I miSz my lOve...

ayat-ayat rindu ini untuk awak

Cyg,
makin hari ku dilamun rindu,
seindah mentari fajar yang menyinsing indah,
senyaman bayu yang menenangkan alam.

Cyg,
seindah jambangan cintamu,
ku hiasi kuntuman rindu dihatiku,
rintik-rintik rindu sentiasa menyirami hatiku,
seperti rintik hujan yang membasahi bumi,
sesekali titisan air mata rindu mengalir dipipiku,
bukan kerana ku tidak mampu menahan kesepian ini,
namun kerana ku teramat merinduimu.

Cyg,
ku dambakan hadirmu disisiku,
setiap hari setiap detik ku membilang waktu,
bertemu dengan dirimu,
agar terubat resah rindu dikalbu,
ku hamparkan selimut rinduku buatmu,
agar dirimu terasa kehangatannya dihatimu,
sungguh aku rindu,
bait-bait ayat rindu ini ku tujukan untukmu,
kerana dirimu adalah pemilik hatiku .

Are this is the way U show ur love for me??

Sunday, November 13, 2011

itu kah perangai manusia ?

bodo btl ~

kenapa la org skarang ni xpndai hormat org

biar dia kecil ka tua kah , 

sma sadja ya wahai manusia 

aku ni kenak dh brpa kali

bnyak jgk buat aku bgini

aku taw jgk aku masi bdk 

(kata2 endon bdk SMA )

kunuk ~ ~

mntang2 la ku ni bdk skula mnengah 

snang2 jak kamo pijak2 harga diri

xhormat aku 

ckap xla aku ni fkran bdk2

jgn kamo smua sgka ya especially org tdkat ku

aku ni xda fkran matang ?

kamo silap 

cma kekadng jak prngai ku cm bdk2

tp ada masa ny aku bfkran matang

jgn kamo fkr kamo dh umo 20 ke atas 

xda prngai bdk2 ,

kamo silap ya

sbnarnya kmo pun rndu jgk masa bdk2 kamo

xpaya la ya maw menipu

ku tampar sapa xmgaku !!!

biar pun aku ni xshebat org laen tp aku pndai jgk bfkr 

biar kmo sdh keja sna 

bkn kamo hebat jgk 

bru trus lupa diri 

bongok la sana 

pijak jak hati / harga diri org bh

sdar jgk aku ya 

aku pun pena jgk wat salah dgn org 

tp ada jgk aku mnta maaf 

xtaw la kalau ada yg memaafkn

kata2 yg slalu d ckap org dewasa (20ke atas ) kunun :-

eh , kamu tu masi bdk2 lg , tak paya la bgayak sana , 'kata org dewasa .

ku tempeleng kamo sana , biar kamu dewasa sana kunuk 

bkan bmksd kurg ajar tp 

bnyak bh org dewasa ni kunuk ,

d buat ny bdk2 remaja ni cm patung2 arca / haiwan peliharaan 

jak yg senang d pijak2  ~ ~

p/s : exception for my parents ~ ~

aQ benci hidupku!!!!!

knapa aq nie?
knapa aq cam nie?
knapa aq takut untk hadapi smua nie?
knapa aq pena brcinta! ngan dea dulu?!!!!
lps aq pts ngan dea smuanya brubh!!!
fuck!!!!!!
aq benci!!!!
prbhn aq mnybbkn owg yg aq cinta msh mrh aq!!!!!!
aq kecewa ngan idup ku!!!!!!!!!!!!
maafkn aq krna xpena mmbwt cyg bahagia ketika brsma abg...
abg cma tkut owg yg abg sngt CINTAI prgi cam tue je...
abg prcya cyg xkn tinglkn abg...
tp slgi cyg blom spunhnya dlm dup abg slgi tue ar abg xkn fkr bkn2..
pngalaman abg slma abg brcinta xpena cam nie ..
abg hrgai cyg jd tmn abg slma nie...
tp keinginn abg hnya untuk idup brsma cyg..
4years abg tnggu cyg ,abg sngp hdapi sglanya....
tp smpai bla abg kn cam nie??
abg tkt cyg...
atk cyg bAH!!!!!!!
bla abg dpt conferm kn yg cyg kn jd milik abg spunh nya???
abg xnk gnggu skul cyg,tp abg cam na!!!!
bnyk dah abg lalui kat kuching nie cyg...
tp smua dpt abg hdpi dgn mngunakan nama DOZEL!!!!
abg ingt sapa yg bg nma nie ngan abg...
smua owg knl abg dgn nma nie!!!!
abg cintakan cyg bah!!!!
abg xmw cyg xda n tnglkn abg!!!!
mmg snang ckp skrng cyg x!!!
p prjalanan cyg msh pnjang lg!!!!
abg dh abzkn msa skul abg awl dh...
18 thun abg dh keja police dh...
p cyg:??,abg xanggp cyg beban abg,tp abg kna aty2!!!
abg xmw skt bah...
cyg tolong abg k!!!!
mental dh abg nie!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aq rsa dipinggirkn n di tinggl kn....

dmi kebaekn n msa dpn aq snggp hadapi..
knapa idup ku sntisa mcm nie??
mungkn krna aq xhrgai cinta aku ker??
:'( aq sedi...aq kecewa...aq benci diriku....
xkn aq nk menghlng cam dulu g???
adakah e2 trbaek untuk aq dn dea??
aq bingung!!!!!!!

Segalanya untuk mu...

apa yg abg buat nya untuk mu..
apa yg abg inginkn sglay untuk mu...
slma abg tunggu mu slma ini abg xpena merungut untk x brsma mu..
abg sngt cintakn cyg wat selamanya!!!
cinta abg hnya untuk cyg sowg!!! (MUMtaz ShaFa)
wlau abg jauh cam na pon cinta n kasih abg hnya untuk cyg n sglanya untuk cyg!!!

abg kn buktikan yg abg kn bwa cyg dn idup brsma abg sepanjang hayat abg..
e2 jnji abg untuk mu cyg,,,,...

The way you look at me

No one ever saw me like you doAll the things that I could add up tooI never knew just what a smile was worthBut your eyes see everything without a single word
'Cause there's somethin' in the way you look at meIt's as if my heart knows you're the missing pieceYou make me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't beI never know what you seeBut there's somethin' in the way you look at me

If I could freeze a moment in my mindIt'll be the second that you touch your lips to mineI'd like to stop the clock, make time stands still'Cause, baby, this is just the way I always wanna feel
'Cause there's somethin' in the way you look at meIt's as if my heart knows you're the missing pieceYou make me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't beI never know what you seeBut there's somethin' in the way you look at me

I don't know how or why I feel different in your eyesAll I know is it happens every time

'Cause there's somethin' in the way you look at meIt's as if my heart knows you're the missing pieceYou make me believe thet there`s nothing in this world I can`t beI never know what you seebut there`s somethin`in the way you look at me
the way you look at me...

aQ adalah hak mu wat selamanya!!!

koe mengatakan yg keo xda hak untuk aq??
adakah koe cinta aq???
adakah koe syg aq???
knapa ckp cam tue???
sal masa lalu abg ketika ngan nieza dn ketika dea skitkn abg..
abg xkn ingt tw d ingtkn...
abg lpskn dea dgn aty yg tenang n sbr...
biar msa lalu abg mengjr abg untuk mnjg hubungan abg dgn cyg...
cyg kna fhm knapa abg mrh ngan cyg..
cyg ingtkn abg sal msa lampau abg ngan dea...
knapa?knapa?knapa?
cyg sndri suruh abg lpakn dea n jng pena ckp sal dea ..
p knapa mungkr jnji e2????
abg merayu ngan cyg..
abg merayu cyg!!!!!!!

pa yg ku buat smuanya untuk koe n fmly koe!!!

aku kn sentisa pegang sgla jnji ku pd koe yg brnma cinta!!!
p ada kah koe pgng jnji koe untuk aq??
setiap pa yg aq wat,aq rndukn koe!!!
air mataku menglr untk koe!!!
knapa aq wat nie hnya krna aq sngt CINTAKAN koe yg brnma cinta!!!
aq biarkn koe bljr hnya krna untk koe tnaikn jnji koe bkn saja untk aq p untk fmly koe yg aq sygi....
p ada kah koe kn tunaikn jnji koe n pgng jnji koe???
knapa koe wat aq cam nie!!!!
apa dosa aq ngan koe!!!!
nie aq sntisa tnya dlm aty ku...
air mataku mlgr skrng hnya krna koe!!!!!
HANYA KERANA KOE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Im afaraid for my love to fade...

my head’s in a jam cant take you off my mind
from the time we met i’ve been beset by thoughts of you
and the more that i ignore this feeling
the more i find my self believin’
that i just have to see you again

i can’t let you pass me by
i just can’t let you go but i know
that i am much too shy to let you know
afraid that i might say the wrong
words and displease you
afraid for love to fade
before it can come true

like a child again
i'm out and lost for words
how does one define a crush combined with longing
longing to posses you oh so dearly
and i'm obsess by you completely
ill go mad if i cant have you

I cant let you pass me by
i just cant let you go
but i know that i am much to shy to let you know
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com 
afraid that i might say the wrong words and displeased you
afraid for love to fade before it can come true

i cant let you pass me by
i just cant let you go let me say
the things and say the words to let you know
i would rather say the awkward words than to loose you
afraid for love to fade
before it can come true

afraid for love to fade
before it can come true…

kenapa aq xfaham dengan koe nie!!!!!

dgn pa yg pena aq wat slma nie untuk setia,mncintai,mnyaygimu pa g yg koe xpuas aty nie!!!!
selama nie aq tunggu koe langsung koe xpena fkr kn???
owg yg dah pergi tue apa g mkna lw aq dh lama tunggu koe!!!!
biar aq SAKIT!!! aq ttp syg koe kn??? cinta koe kn!!!!!!
napa msti ada kaitan ngan POMPUAN TUE!!!!!

%$(**&^#&$*(&)(^%*!!!!!

I`ll Be There For U

When you find yourself on your own,
Remember that you are not alone,
And when your feeling down and  blue,
Remember that I'll always love you.

When I am not here with you,
Remember that our love is pure and true,
I think about you every night and day,
When Im with you I want to stay.

I hope you will always remember me,
Coz' I will remember you for eternity
I never want to let you go,
Coz' I love you more than you could ever know.

If there was anything I could do,
I would do it just to please you,
You know its well and truly  true,
I would do anything for you.

When your looking at the stars, 
in the eternal blue
Remember that each star out there 
Is a reason why I love you
And when you think your alone, 
and when no one is there at all
I'll be right in front of you, 
to catch you when you fall .

Dedicated To Dosha@Mumtaz Shafa